Sacrifices

Sacrifice means an act of giving up something valued for the sake of something else regarded as more important or worthy.
When I sacrifice something, those thoughts are something that never appears. I never thought that her choice was more important than mine. I just thought that I didn’t deserve it. Or that I didn’t need it anymore because what good will come if I get what I want.
Is it hard to live without being so greedy?
Yes. Now, I can’t tell the difference between being greedy and a reward.
I sacrificed a lot in my life. My time. My worth. My humanity. My want. My need.
I gave up my time having fun or doing homework so I can help them do the tasks they give me, such as using my computer to get them airpods or pay their credit card.
I gave up my worth every time I was told how I was fat or how I was a slut for not wearing a bra in an oversized hoodie.
I gave up my humanity when I was told the way I am as a person was disgusting and was told to change whenever I acted normal.
I gave up my want when I wanted to go outside and hang out friends.
I gave up my need when they criticized my weight so in turn, I stopped eating.

The greatest sacrifice is when you sacrifice your own happiness for the sake of someone else